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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Quench For Life And A Love For Limes

It's so beautiful out, I can feel the light breeze blowing through my hair and the soft morning sunshine warming the back of my neck. It's good to be alive.

I love to sit outside before class starts, its so nice now that the weather has warmed up.
I love to sit and listen to music on my iPod and have my note pad in front of me to let all my thoughts loose.

There is so much I have to ponder about. Lately I have been thinking about the future so much and what it will look like. I know that the things Kyle and I are doing right now are paving the way for future opportunities and that gives me a lot of hope.

There is just so much I want out of life. One thing I can compare my Quench for life with is my love for limes. I love to take a lime and bite into it until I get all the juicy goodness out, I will eat it until there is no lime left to taste. That's how much I love limes and that is how I see my life right now. I just want all that I can take out of life, down to the last possible drop. I want to squeeze the life right out of my life!

There is something so beautiful about dreaming and being hopeful, it shines like bright sunshine in a persons life when they dream. I love how it feels outside right now, The sun is starting to come out and shine more and it feels so good to be in its warmth. I love the morning sunshine its so great to feel before I start my day. Peace and blue Sky's are the perfect way to start any day.

Today on my walk to the GO train the tulips were out everywhere I looked, peoples lawns were freshly mowed and the birds were chirping in high definition. It was so nice to walk and take in all the beauty around me. I need to feel this way everyday,then things would be perfect.


I have Delerious on my iPod and I just recently downloaded it, and I love listening to the cutting edge album, it reminds me so much of 1999 when I went on YMI, that time in my life was one that nothing can ever come close to comparing too. I have never felt so free in my life before and everyday I feel like I will do anything to have that back.

Sitting here right now, outside Sheridan, on a picnic bench and under a tree I feel like that world from before wants to collide with my world now. I can feel it breezing up against me, its in the air and I feel like its getting stronger. I know the day will come when I am freer then I was in the summer of '99 and until then I wait, anticipating its arrival. I'm going to do everything I can until that day to make sure that it happens. I know that this time its not about an instant change, its about me making the choice to live my life the way I want it to look and for me to take the steps to set the stage for whatever is in store and I am ready today more then I ever have been.

Do you ever feel like you could just sit and talk forever? Like if it were up to you, your hand and your pen would never stop moving, There is just so much beauty around you to talk about?


I feel this well inside of me, and when I send my bucket down into the well there is water there, ready to be brought up for the first time in a long time. For the longest time I felt like I would send my bucket down and the well would be completely dried up, I don't know what happened since then but the well has some water in it now and I'm soaking up as much as I can take.
I don't want the well to run dry again. I want it to over flow.

These are my early morning thoughts, my one hour before class starts, my session with life.

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