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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Thinking about Yesterday


I know I have had a lot of "Deep" thoughts today but sorry they just keep comming!
Its almost 2 am and Im awake, just thinking about how things used to be. I rememeber when Kyle and I were living in Surrey B.C. I was working at Chevron and every night I would be so tired around 10:00 and Kyle would tuck me in each night and give me a kiss and It was such a sweet thing. I really treasured those moments and I love to think back on them.

All things in life eventually change, Now I stay up later then Kyle and hes the one working every day and now I am the one who isnt working and is attending school. I just feel though that even when circumstances change the passion and intention behind wanting to do something should still be there. That's something I am always following or trying to follow.
I'm listening to a mix called anniversary and it has all of the songs we played during our reception at our wedding and all of the songs that mean something to Kyle and I. I love to listen and remember moments we had together when a particular song was playing.
The other day I posted the lyrics for the song "Secret Garden" that's one of the songs on my mix. It should be playing soon. I remember when I heard that song while I was in the same room with Kyle for the first time. We were in the video editing room at PLBC, this was during the first couple of months that we were dating. I was turned away from him, scrap booking at a desk and he was doing some work for the school. That song started to play and although we couldn't see eachother we both shared this unspoken moment together that I can't quite describe. It was just one of those pivotal moments in a relationship that you never forget and I never will forget.
SO yeah, that's probably why I love that song so much- It just took on a whole new meaning when I met Kyle.
So now I am going to attempt to tuck all my thoughts away so I can get some sleep..Its rough when your the type of person who can never sleep in past 8 even when you go to bed at 2am!

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