Wyld Creativity: Last Minute August Thoughts

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Last Minute August Thoughts

So ever since I went on vacation my back has been in serious pain. I think it started the day before vacation when I played ping pong with Cale and John. I ended up bending down quite a few times and I think that’s when this started but whatever the case, here I am lying flat on my stomach on the couch with only the weekend left of vacation and my back is still killing me. I am hoping it will go away but maybe something is really wrong? All I can do is try to waddle my way around until it gets better.

I am watching the wedding planner, Kyle and I celebrated our anniversary on Tuesday and I had pulled out a whole load of romantic movies to watch, I chose Little Woman but I am working my way through all of the other movies I had chosen. Some of those titles include; Serendipity, Legends of the Fall, Sleepless in Seattle, What

Woman Want, Untamed Heart and so many more then I can’t remember right now off the top of my head.

I have been finding it really hard to exercise and eat right these days, every now and then I catch myself thinking about the goals I have but I don’t seem to have the motivation or determination to do the hard work. I want to wear a bikini so much and it’s something that’s always in my mind but it always seems that there is something standing in the way. I know when push comes to shove if I ever want to loose the weight I will have to make some difficult choices and be more disciplined then I have ever been before. My biggest problem is that I let myself eat for comfort or when I am bored. I can feel my clothes getting a little uncomfortable so I know I need to make changes even if they are painful and break this habit of over eating once and for all. I would love it if I could handle running with Kyle again, I always felt so drained doing that but I know its really good and effective, It’s so hard to run and have a life though. If anyone has any tips let me know what burns calories but allows you to walk the next day.

In other thoughts as much as I want to drop pounds and feel better I am so happy in life right now, other than a few marital disagreements I feel amazing. I am so blessed in my life, I have a great man I have everything I need and most of everything I could possibly want. I am so lucky that I get to go shopping for new clothes and buy my favorite T.V box sets. I know those are material things but really they just play a small part of my happiness.

I am happy because I am going to school towards something I know I will want a future doing, I am happy because everyday I get to experience and feel love with Kyle. I am happy because I see progress with our finances and goals to own a house and start a family in the future. I am happy because I know if I set my mind to it I can loose this weight once and for all. The world right now to me just feels like It has endless possibilities but I feel excited, anxious and happy about letting myself start from the beginning with God again and that relationship, I have no idea where it will take me and what will happen and that’s what is exciting.

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The Story of a Prince and a Girl who Dreamed of finding Her Prince.

Once upon a time there was a young woman named Ruby; she lived in a far way kingdom where only the stars in the sky could light the way. The kingdom was tall and made of stone. Inside, it had all of the finest linens and tapestries with winding stair cases, golden mirrors and exotic flowers that stretched the kingdom’s stone walls. The kingdom was surrounded by a large creek bed and had a large wooden draw bridge outside the tall black iron front gates. Beyond the kingdom were many forests, pastures, rivers and hills.

The young woman lived in the kingdom with only her two servants Nigel and Jasmine. They had been with Ruby ever since her mother gave birth to her and have cared for her and loved her since the great royal war that took her family tragically away from her. Years had past since then and Ruby was a young woman now. Since the great royal war she had not seen another person beside her servants. The lands had been deserted as other kingdoms were destroyed and abandoned. No one knew this kingdom existed. It stood in a far off place that only one deserted over grown pathway in the forest would lead to.

Ruby spent her childhood growing up playing with all the animals in the forest, she had names for all of them and would spend her days dancing in the pastures and walking along the creek bed throwing stones into the water. She was content those days as she lived free and enjoyed every tree, every stone, and every pathway near the kingdom. She loved her home but she missed her family and many times she felt alone.

As Ruby grew older she began to stop playing in the pastures and instead she spent her days walking along the creek bed dreaming of finding love and not being alone anymore. Every night outside her balcony she would spend time looking out into the stars and making wishes that one day soon a wonderful man would find the unmarked path in the forest that would lead him to her kingdom.

Nigel and Jasmine were very old now; Ruby took time to care for them and tended to their needs. She would gather food from the garden and make them food to eat and get them blankets to make sure they were comfortable when it was cold. She was not sure how much longer they would live but one thing she knew was how much she admired they’re love for one another and she hold that in her heart for as long as she lived.

It was a warm fall evening; the leaves from the trees were lightly falling as the sun began to set. Ruby was standing on her balcony in her long white silk night gown. As the dark sky began to shine, a light breeze bustled against her gown and her long brown hair blew lightly in the wind. She stood with her hands on the balcony ledge and wished to the stars like she had so many nights before singing” Star light Star bright bring my prince home to me tonight” She stared up into the dark blue sky and began to talk more to the shinning stars.

Just as she was looking up into the sky, talking to the stars a man was following the pathway from the forest that leads to Ruby’s kingdom. He was beginning to approach the edge of the pathway he had began journeying on earlier that day and was about to step on to a beautiful white shiny stoned pebble walk way that would lead up to a draw bridge and to Ruby’s kingdom.

The young man had been travelling for months only eating what he could find along the pathway. Henry was a prince from the golden city of Persia. He was on an expedition when he was captured by rivals and taken to a far away land where he was imprisoned in a place he did not know. Months ago after many nights planning Henry escaped while the guards were sleeping. He thought he would be able to journey home by recognizing land marks but once he had fled the guards he realized that he was further from home then he ever imagined and much to his dismay he did not recognize any of his surroundings. He had been following the sun in hopes of finding his way home. Each day he walked further hoping that one day the pathway would lead him to his family.

Earlier that day Henry had been walking though the forest with large green bushes and fruitful trees around him when he saw a small unmarked pathway that was ragged and old. There were no fruit trees, only old tall trees and an old pebble pathway that seemed run down and abandoned.

He was going to continue to walk on the pathway he had been but something caught his eye as he walked past this abandoned trail. Henry saw a small red ruby attached to a ring lying in between some wet leaves. The sun was shining on it and it glistened and shinned at him. He bent down and lifted the leaves around it away and dusted the ring off and looked at. The ring was prestigious and fit for a princess. He thought about continuing on the main pathway road through the forest but he was drawn down this unmarked pathway. He wondered if this ruby red ring belonged to someone. He put the ring in his pocket and began to walk along the jagged unmarked pathway. He noticed that there were no markings along this pathway so it appeared that no one had walked this pathway for many years.

To Be Continued…

Wyld Creativity

Overcome.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Last Minute August Thoughts

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