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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Fresh Day


So today has been interesting so far.
I am sitting in the new huge tech room on the computer, I just finished my first class and had lunch with
some friends who are on a different schedule from me and I have an hour before I am meeting the girls at the gym before our next class at 3:00pm.
So the interesting part. My new class which is called " Understanding Cults" I was signed up for "Film Analysis" but because I wanted to change my schedule I had to change my elective so I was put in one of the only classes that had spaces left. The interesting thing about this class is the discussions. We actually got on the topic of 40 day fasting and how some people in class thought that was a cult tendency. I spoke up for Christinanity and said it was a personal choice people make for spiritual growth and understanding but the tensions in class were pretty high as we talked about people's different experiences with religions. MY prof simplified it and made it clear that it's not a cult if you have a choice. That gets a little distorted though as my prof also thinks the new Scientology religious group is well she wouldn't actually say what she wanted because she could get in trouble but a cult. She said this because apparently it costs thousands of dollars to get into classes to learn what they believe and the price just goes up and up and there have been stories that once you get to the top what you learn makes you crazy.

I have to learn more about it to really understand but they recruit people on the street by asking to take a stress test and its not real but people believe it, then they say you have a heightened level of stress in your life, come with us and we'll help you with that. People then pay money to get teaching on self esteem and a new way of thinking and that's just the beginning. It's complicated and I don't really have all of the facts but people were pretty confused between the difference of a religion and a cult. The observation I made right away is that cults are something new, most of them started in the 1990's not way back when like the Bible. Only something concrete like the bible can sustain and maintain through the decades.
So that was my exciting morning. Now all I am thinking about is how I am going to make it through the day.
I am feeling pretty tired and I am not sure if I will survive a workout today. I really don't want to give up but for some reason back when I was beginning this journey it felt so easy now everything just seems complicated. I just have to hang in there and keep doing what I am doing as hard as that may be.
I am feeling pretty restless I have changed my iPod list about 10 times in the last 20 minutes. I think that means I need to go home! Today is going to be a long one though. I started at 8:00am and I have class until 6:00pm which is more then I would like but I am just trying to make the best of it.
I am afraid that if I talk randomly for the next hour this whole entree will be a total bore so I am going to quit while I am ahead and say bye - See ya Later.

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