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Saturday, December 6, 2008

A Snow Filled Morning

Here I am, its not even 7:00 am on Saturday. I Guess this is sleeping in for me, because I am usually completely showered, dolled up and out the door by this time every day in the week.
I am with my parents this weekend to celebrate my moms 53 birthday, We are going out at 10 this morning to do something really fun. Every year all of the ritzy homes decorate for the holidays in extravagant ways. You have to pay $25 for tickets and you can go and walk through all the homes. I think last year they made over a couple million dollars. I don't know the full scoop but I am really excited. I know my mom will love it too. She has always loved decorating and making over the house. I have taken on that aspiration for myself too. I am going to take lots of pictures if I am allowed, I want to visualize today about how my dream house should look.
After this we are having steaks and yummy food and home made dessert to celebrate. Everything that is happening today is going to be a lot of fun but I only really have one thing on my mind... That's Kyle, He is coming home today.
Thinking back on this week it has been out of control, I have been on a roller coaster ride with school. Friday was the worst day in the entire week. I mentioned it yesturday but I know if Kyle had been here this week he would have been able to help me understand and make sense of all of the formulas I struggled with in Media.
I would have understood. He always has a way of helping me make sense of things that otherwise are too complicated for me to get. He is so gifted that way.
I really missed him this week . Everyday I came home late at night and there was no one to greet me and give me a hug. I never knew how much difference a hug could make until this week. Everyday was overwhelming and hard with school and coming home alone and without Kyle to hug was pretty unbearable.
I know its possible to move along in life without having someone there, you could get used to it, after all we were all single at some point in our lives. Really though, I would never want that again. Kyle is the only person who gets me and as great as my friends and family are they just can't understand the same way. I guess that's what happens when you find the right person to spend your life with.

I have one more day to get through before Kyle comes to get me. I have a feeling its going to go by quickly. There is already a sweet greeting this morning, snow is covering everything! Its definitely the Christmas season. I am so excited to celebrate Christmas this year, I am kicking things off on Friday next week by having some friends over after our last exam to have a little Christmas party. We're going to watch movies and eat yummy food together.
After that I am on holidays which is going to me AMAZING! I can't wait! I am sure this is no secret since I have been talking about it non stop since fall.
I am going to leave with lyrics from a No Doubt song I am listening to right now on my iPod.
It's one of 24 songs on our anniversary mix that we compiled together for our wedding.
You give me the gorgeous sleep that Ive ever had
and when its really bad I guess, Its not that bad
You really love it.. underneath it all
You want to love me... underneath it all
I am really lucky.. underneath it all
Your really lovely.. underneath it all
Ive seen right through and underneath and you make me better.

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