Wyld Creativity: What's It All About?

Friday, January 23, 2009

What's It All About?

Yesterday is done, whew.. That's a relief.

The weekend is here, It never really feels like much of a weekend though.

There is always a lot of things to do over the weekend but it's still the best time of the week. The weekend is when I get to spend the most time with Kyle, speaking of which it's His 26th Birthday on Sunday. So exciting! I love celebrations and get together's, they're always so much fun.

So It's been a day...I know that's crazy talk because it's only 8:12 am but I was up at 5 am..read the bible, did a workout..had a shower, got ready..ran to the train and caught the bus and here I am...I have an hour before I start doing school stuff.

I think this is my favorite time of the day. When I get to just chill at school before anything else starts. I have time when I'm home to do this but there's something relaxing at school, sitting in these big comfy computer chairs...listening to music..looking around at everyone around me... It's kinda interesting..but also relaxing.

I just have to say how incredible I feel...not because of anything exciting that's happened but simply because I feel renewed and this is the thing, I have been going full force into waking up early and keeping up this routine everyday and- Every day I feel like there is no way I'm going to be able to do this, but then I do it and everyday it's the same- after I'm done and I'm going about my day... I just feel awesome. I feel completely restored, hopeful and ready to embrace the day in a way that I wasn't when I woke up. I know that I just have to keep on remembering this so that on days when I feel like giving up I remember the inspiration I feel right now. That will have to be my momentum and strength.

Life is so much more then just the regular in's and out's ...I am learning that more and more..that what it's all about is passion...freedom...waking up and just giving everything to God, letting go of the stress, the control, the feeling of having to be perfect. God's love is so awesome, it's always there even when we're not. I feel so blessed, all these years that I pretty much abandoned God, He has always been there, loving me..helping me...I just can't get over how good He has been to me. Things haven't been easy but His love has always seen me through and been there for me when no one else has. I am so thankful for that today.

There is Hope now..One thing I want everyone out there to know is that this Hope is real, it's something you can count on and know will always be there. You might feel like you can't put your trust in anything and I have felt like that too ...for years I didn't want to let go and trust in God, I was so afraid of what that would mean. Little by little I have been learning to trust God with my heart and my life again and everyday things just become clearer. So my Hope for anyone who reads this is that you will put your Hope and Trust in God..He is the only one who will never fail us, let us down or abandon us...and He will always Love us. Even when we turn away, or do horrible things...He is always there to pick us up when we fall..Now that's what it's all about...and that my friends, is something to celebrate!

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The Story of a Prince and a Girl who Dreamed of finding Her Prince.

Once upon a time there was a young woman named Ruby; she lived in a far way kingdom where only the stars in the sky could light the way. The kingdom was tall and made of stone. Inside, it had all of the finest linens and tapestries with winding stair cases, golden mirrors and exotic flowers that stretched the kingdom’s stone walls. The kingdom was surrounded by a large creek bed and had a large wooden draw bridge outside the tall black iron front gates. Beyond the kingdom were many forests, pastures, rivers and hills.

The young woman lived in the kingdom with only her two servants Nigel and Jasmine. They had been with Ruby ever since her mother gave birth to her and have cared for her and loved her since the great royal war that took her family tragically away from her. Years had past since then and Ruby was a young woman now. Since the great royal war she had not seen another person beside her servants. The lands had been deserted as other kingdoms were destroyed and abandoned. No one knew this kingdom existed. It stood in a far off place that only one deserted over grown pathway in the forest would lead to.

Ruby spent her childhood growing up playing with all the animals in the forest, she had names for all of them and would spend her days dancing in the pastures and walking along the creek bed throwing stones into the water. She was content those days as she lived free and enjoyed every tree, every stone, and every pathway near the kingdom. She loved her home but she missed her family and many times she felt alone.

As Ruby grew older she began to stop playing in the pastures and instead she spent her days walking along the creek bed dreaming of finding love and not being alone anymore. Every night outside her balcony she would spend time looking out into the stars and making wishes that one day soon a wonderful man would find the unmarked path in the forest that would lead him to her kingdom.

Nigel and Jasmine were very old now; Ruby took time to care for them and tended to their needs. She would gather food from the garden and make them food to eat and get them blankets to make sure they were comfortable when it was cold. She was not sure how much longer they would live but one thing she knew was how much she admired they’re love for one another and she hold that in her heart for as long as she lived.

It was a warm fall evening; the leaves from the trees were lightly falling as the sun began to set. Ruby was standing on her balcony in her long white silk night gown. As the dark sky began to shine, a light breeze bustled against her gown and her long brown hair blew lightly in the wind. She stood with her hands on the balcony ledge and wished to the stars like she had so many nights before singing” Star light Star bright bring my prince home to me tonight” She stared up into the dark blue sky and began to talk more to the shinning stars.

Just as she was looking up into the sky, talking to the stars a man was following the pathway from the forest that leads to Ruby’s kingdom. He was beginning to approach the edge of the pathway he had began journeying on earlier that day and was about to step on to a beautiful white shiny stoned pebble walk way that would lead up to a draw bridge and to Ruby’s kingdom.

The young man had been travelling for months only eating what he could find along the pathway. Henry was a prince from the golden city of Persia. He was on an expedition when he was captured by rivals and taken to a far away land where he was imprisoned in a place he did not know. Months ago after many nights planning Henry escaped while the guards were sleeping. He thought he would be able to journey home by recognizing land marks but once he had fled the guards he realized that he was further from home then he ever imagined and much to his dismay he did not recognize any of his surroundings. He had been following the sun in hopes of finding his way home. Each day he walked further hoping that one day the pathway would lead him to his family.

Earlier that day Henry had been walking though the forest with large green bushes and fruitful trees around him when he saw a small unmarked pathway that was ragged and old. There were no fruit trees, only old tall trees and an old pebble pathway that seemed run down and abandoned.

He was going to continue to walk on the pathway he had been but something caught his eye as he walked past this abandoned trail. Henry saw a small red ruby attached to a ring lying in between some wet leaves. The sun was shining on it and it glistened and shinned at him. He bent down and lifted the leaves around it away and dusted the ring off and looked at. The ring was prestigious and fit for a princess. He thought about continuing on the main pathway road through the forest but he was drawn down this unmarked pathway. He wondered if this ruby red ring belonged to someone. He put the ring in his pocket and began to walk along the jagged unmarked pathway. He noticed that there were no markings along this pathway so it appeared that no one had walked this pathway for many years.

To Be Continued…

Wyld Creativity

Overcome.

Friday, January 23, 2009

What's It All About?

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