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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Taking it all in.


I am at work, and it's been really slow so far so here I am. The air conditioning has finally kicked in (thank goodness!) So I think I am going to make it through the rest of the afternoon and into the night without dieing! SO When you have time to think there is a lot to think about. I think the grapefruit eau de toliette I just sprayed on myself is the inspiration I need to get through this day. It kind of awakens the mood.
I just had a random thought, who do I know out there actually reads this blog? I know that a long time ago quite a few people did but I don't know something tells me now there is only just a few. I'm okay with that though. I don't have anything profound or exciting to talk about so I would feel bad letting people down so in that case it's a good thing.
The motto for Fruits and Passions is now "Life's Too Short" I happen to believe that to be very true. Especially when it comes to buying cheap bath products ( jk) But really, life is so short. I know I talked about this last time but I still cannot believe that I am going to be 28 on Friday. I mean seriously? that is just wrong on so many levels. I always imagined that by this age I would have a house on a mountain top, and established career and money to spend. Instead I'm and Advertising Student..just hoping I picked the right field for a future that suits me. I'm married and rent really sweet basement apartment. I work part time for now and I spend my free time watching movies..Not exactly a luxury life but I have to say I enjoy it.
I guess all that I want in this world to change is the house on the mountain top (with a pool) a career I'm already successful at..the bikini body..the licence to match the convertible and...spending money to buy expensive face cream. (And every good movie ever made) (and clothes) and of course money to decorate! And time to be able to relax and enjoy it all. I am not materialistic I swear! I just like to dream but I do know that even with all of that It's not enough to make me happy. I know that that only comes from within, because there have been times I have had money to burn and it feels good but that feeling doesn't last. It's important to be happy with nothing.

On a different note, this music is out of control! It's a little bit of techno mixed with urban hip hop. I kind of like it. It's good for day dreaming. Yep... Life is good, there is always room for improvement but I have to say it's amazing. Kyle.. (a big reason for life's goodness.)

I say his name and there is nothing else to say that can describe who he is to me. We don't get to spend as much time together as I'd like but just saying his name makes me happy.

Okay well I need to go ...there are no customers but just in case they come. I should be ready!

1 comment:

Heidi said...

I still read! Get back to work!