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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Tuesday Shmooozday

Today could be any other day of the week, I wouldn't know because all my days are the same. I am not complaining by any means! I love being off but only when I know there is something great in store. I am seriously feeling like I spent these years at school and I am going to end up working in a job that has nothing to do with what I went to school for. I know I could get a retail job to make money until I find one in Advertising but I feel like that would be sealing my fate even though I can't wait much longer. I plan on waiting until after my birthday and graduation but after that I am going to work the same old job I have been my whole life. I'm afraid though that I will get comfortable in it and because breaking into advertising is so hard give up on it and that's just so stressful to think about.

So it's hard to enjoy time off right now, I look on the job sites and there's nothing related to advertising available, I have already emailed every agency in Toronto that I know of and at this point I'm out of ideas. I just feel lost, I have so many dreams hanging in the balance and I just want them to come true.

So that's what's going on with me..that and I had my first driving lesson today. It went really well, my instructor told me I was a really good student, I wish I could remember his name! he was awesome though, he taught me he 3 point turn, parell parking and backing into a parking spot. We have our next session on Thursday and I'm really looking forward to it. I have also been doing my workouts everyday, 3 days in a row with Jillian's 30 day shred...so that's going well and I have been really into watching Party of Five, I'm on season 3 right now.
I'm just taking things day by day..trying to stay positive and make this time off count for as much as it can. I want so much to enjoy it, I just hope there is something to look forward to when it's all over.

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