Wyld Creativity: Speed Bump

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Speed Bump

Just A Little Bump In The Road

It’s Thursday, I’m sitting here watching the first season of Fresh Prince, Love it! Some friends got it for my birthday. I love watching Will Smith back in the day. He wears some crazy clothes and the hair! It’s something else!

The last couple of days have been trying. I had a rough night on Sunday, my eye hurt so much and caused a cluster migraine on the one side of my face but that went away and the rest of this week I have been taking it easy and I am feeling a lot better. I have been experiencing some blurriness and my left eye is still off, it’s not as bad as what happened to me last year when I could barely see but it is enough to really annoy me and give me a headache. I spent a couple of hours with the eye specialist yesterday and he says its 90% Optic Neuritis which is the same thing that happened last year. This is my second MS episode. It takes two to diagnose and I am seeing my neurologist at the end of June so at that point we will talk about getting medication which is ongoing injections to help slow down the disease. It’s different for everyone, it’s been a year since my last episode but after doing research it’s better to start medication early to prevent any permanent nerve damage. If you research MS, the majority, over 55% are diagnosed after having Optic Neuritis..It’s how the disease usually first shows itself.

I don’t know much about MS, I am learning more every day but I think every time these episodes happen they can affect your nerves long term. I am sure my eye will heal and I will be okay in a couple of weeks but the problem is I don’t know what the next episode will be or how sever. So I am thinking I will go on medication to make sure the disease is slowed down, I am sure if I got another MRI today it would show more scaring, the last one I took wasn’t concerning but who knows, obviously this is very real and not something that is just going to go away. I need to take proper percussions to make sure I can live a long healthy life.

So right now I am just hoping that I can take my driver’s test coming up, I can function Ok but I would like my eye to get back to normal so I can do my best. I am doing really well, I have my moments when I feel like it’s all too much and some days are harder than others but I feel so blessed. It’s hard because the past 3 summers I have been experiencing some type of pain, I haven’t really been able to enjoy myself but when I think about it, I feel so lucky and blessed because this hasn’t happened while I was in school and it always happens when I have down time which is good. I was able to celebrate graduating and my birthday and enjoy it.

So I am optimistic and ready to enjoy life. I am still working on finding a job….well mostly waiting and hoping but in a couple of weeks I plan on working anywhere doing anything! I am looking forward to the rest of summer. I just want to get into a groove and get going, there’s so much I want to do. So I don’t need anyone to worry about me I am going to be Okay and things are under control. Now…back to Fresh Prince!

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The Story of a Prince and a Girl who Dreamed of finding Her Prince.

Once upon a time there was a young woman named Ruby; she lived in a far way kingdom where only the stars in the sky could light the way. The kingdom was tall and made of stone. Inside, it had all of the finest linens and tapestries with winding stair cases, golden mirrors and exotic flowers that stretched the kingdom’s stone walls. The kingdom was surrounded by a large creek bed and had a large wooden draw bridge outside the tall black iron front gates. Beyond the kingdom were many forests, pastures, rivers and hills.

The young woman lived in the kingdom with only her two servants Nigel and Jasmine. They had been with Ruby ever since her mother gave birth to her and have cared for her and loved her since the great royal war that took her family tragically away from her. Years had past since then and Ruby was a young woman now. Since the great royal war she had not seen another person beside her servants. The lands had been deserted as other kingdoms were destroyed and abandoned. No one knew this kingdom existed. It stood in a far off place that only one deserted over grown pathway in the forest would lead to.

Ruby spent her childhood growing up playing with all the animals in the forest, she had names for all of them and would spend her days dancing in the pastures and walking along the creek bed throwing stones into the water. She was content those days as she lived free and enjoyed every tree, every stone, and every pathway near the kingdom. She loved her home but she missed her family and many times she felt alone.

As Ruby grew older she began to stop playing in the pastures and instead she spent her days walking along the creek bed dreaming of finding love and not being alone anymore. Every night outside her balcony she would spend time looking out into the stars and making wishes that one day soon a wonderful man would find the unmarked path in the forest that would lead him to her kingdom.

Nigel and Jasmine were very old now; Ruby took time to care for them and tended to their needs. She would gather food from the garden and make them food to eat and get them blankets to make sure they were comfortable when it was cold. She was not sure how much longer they would live but one thing she knew was how much she admired they’re love for one another and she hold that in her heart for as long as she lived.

It was a warm fall evening; the leaves from the trees were lightly falling as the sun began to set. Ruby was standing on her balcony in her long white silk night gown. As the dark sky began to shine, a light breeze bustled against her gown and her long brown hair blew lightly in the wind. She stood with her hands on the balcony ledge and wished to the stars like she had so many nights before singing” Star light Star bright bring my prince home to me tonight” She stared up into the dark blue sky and began to talk more to the shinning stars.

Just as she was looking up into the sky, talking to the stars a man was following the pathway from the forest that leads to Ruby’s kingdom. He was beginning to approach the edge of the pathway he had began journeying on earlier that day and was about to step on to a beautiful white shiny stoned pebble walk way that would lead up to a draw bridge and to Ruby’s kingdom.

The young man had been travelling for months only eating what he could find along the pathway. Henry was a prince from the golden city of Persia. He was on an expedition when he was captured by rivals and taken to a far away land where he was imprisoned in a place he did not know. Months ago after many nights planning Henry escaped while the guards were sleeping. He thought he would be able to journey home by recognizing land marks but once he had fled the guards he realized that he was further from home then he ever imagined and much to his dismay he did not recognize any of his surroundings. He had been following the sun in hopes of finding his way home. Each day he walked further hoping that one day the pathway would lead him to his family.

Earlier that day Henry had been walking though the forest with large green bushes and fruitful trees around him when he saw a small unmarked pathway that was ragged and old. There were no fruit trees, only old tall trees and an old pebble pathway that seemed run down and abandoned.

He was going to continue to walk on the pathway he had been but something caught his eye as he walked past this abandoned trail. Henry saw a small red ruby attached to a ring lying in between some wet leaves. The sun was shining on it and it glistened and shinned at him. He bent down and lifted the leaves around it away and dusted the ring off and looked at. The ring was prestigious and fit for a princess. He thought about continuing on the main pathway road through the forest but he was drawn down this unmarked pathway. He wondered if this ruby red ring belonged to someone. He put the ring in his pocket and began to walk along the jagged unmarked pathway. He noticed that there were no markings along this pathway so it appeared that no one had walked this pathway for many years.

To Be Continued…

Wyld Creativity

Overcome.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Speed Bump

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