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Monday, January 24, 2011

Answer to Prayer

Wow, God is good.
I was thinking about going to B.C to recive prayer from a mentor Randy Friesen who I have connected with in the past through missions and with the help of Sam, my sister's husband I was able to meet up with Randy in Waterloo last night. He agreed to pray for me after the service.

The details are too personal to talk about but what happened was incredible and I am so thankful that Kyle and I were able to pray with Randy and Andrew. I truly feel that last night is a new beginning to a new spiritual future for Kyle and I. We have never shared a more personal encounter together with the Lord and it was incredible to experience that together. I feel so much closer to Kyle now and I know that our relationship will only continue to grow closer when we continue to put God in the center of our relationship. I am just so thankful for Randy and all of his encouraging words. Our marriage needed them so much and I know there is still a battle in front of us and an up hill climb but we have everything we need to succeed. I just feel excited about life now and I feel like tomorrow is going to be great. It's crazy all these years I thought the Holy Spirit had left me and that after Randy praying for me I would be free again and experience the Holy Spirit like I did in '99 but that didn't happen and at first I was dissipointed...I didn't understand why I didn't have that same feeling and experience. But now I know the Holy Spirit never left me so I couldn't have that same experience in 99 because that was the first encounter of the H.S comming into my life...It's like a first kiss...nothing can compare to it when it happens but the feeling loses it's richness over time. I just never knew that this is how the H.S worked. I thought when you truly had the H.S inside you...you were always super passionate and close to it like the first day you recieved it.
I am just so thankful that Kyle and I were able to experience this connection together...I think it is going to revolutionize our marriage and relationship. We have always been close but I am praying that this will bring us even closer and unite us with strength and a deeper connection to eachother.
I feel like my eyes have been opened. All this time I thought the H.S had left me because of my disobidience but now I know the H.S has never left me and the Lord has never left me. I just feel so happy knowing that God has never ever left me and he still loves me and cares for me inspite of everything I have done.
I know that I have a lot of up hill climbs ahead of me but nothing can stop the power of God and I know that I am free and God and his army of angels are in my corner!

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