Anyway..I have seen this show and watched it through a few times before but I am always surprised how well it's directed and how intriguing the characters and story line are. It completely takes me in and I never want it to end! I have to admit I am envious of Felicity's character..she gets to fall in love with Ben..who is by the way.. INCREDIBLE..he is seriously flawed but ...absolutely gorgeous.
I can't believe it's September..this summer has been a blur, actually the last 6 months have been a blur. It's stupid but watching Felicity brings me back to simpler days when life made sense and even though I feel lost in life right now..it's providing me with a little piece of familiarity and comfort.
I wish that life made sense to me right now..I wish I had joy and felt like there was meaning..I feel like life is just passing by and I'm not sure where I fit in..I know that no charachter in a show can reflect exactly how I feel but I don't know..watching someone else struggle trying figuring out who they are and seeing them stumble through life makes me feel a little less alone in my seriously messed up life.
These are just a few thoughts going through my mind today.
I chose this clip..In the end it's always been Ben..and he chooses Felicity. Ahhhh...it's sooo amazing! I can't even take it! I will always dream of a fairy tale ending..I don't think there is any hope for me to believe otherwise!
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