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Friday, October 3, 2008

Gushy Stuff

It's Friday and again I want to be whisked away. Its incredible how the weeks pass by and how it's the beginning of a new month already. This week has been spent much like the last week. early mornings, and really late nights.
I have been at school for the last couple of Weeks from 8 am to 8 pm. This past week especially.
One of our group retail projects is really involved and is requiring a ton of work time. The good news is last night we finished the first section of the assignment so one down 5 more to go!

Right now I am listening to a mix of all the songs we complied together for our wedding reception.
It has songs like "Kissing You", "Secret Garden" and "Crash" on it. There are 16 songs total so this whole mix will last me well over an hour. I love to listen to these tracks, they remind me of so many amazing moments Kyle and I shared together. I remember this song, "Kissing You" and listening to it just after Kyle got back from the Caribbean and it was the first time we kissed after being away from each other for so long. I remember it being the best kiss we have ever had. Still to this day I think that one particular kiss was like fire works. Something electric happened. I remember we were both so nervous after not seeing eachother for awhile and when this song came on the room just became a whole new world. I never wanted that kiss to end. I think it was the first time I realised how much I loved Kyle and how much having him in my life meant to me. How much I needed him in my life and how much my life had changed since I met him.
That was the reason why "Kissing You" from the Romeo and Juliet sound track went on our wedding ( now anniversary) mix and wow "Secret Garden" you know the song from Jerry McGuire or better then that Bruce Springsteen. I can remember hearing this song for the first time with Kyle like it was yesterday. We were at school in B.C we were working on two separate things in this office area. I was collogeing on a table with my back to Kyle and Kyle was working at a computer in the other direction. This song came on. Kyle might have had it playing on purpose but whatever the reason the world just stopped. I couldn't see him and he couldn't see me but all of the sudden we just felt each other and I could feel the attraction and love between us drawing our hearts together. That sounds incredibly lame but honestly it was this connection I can't describe. That was the moment the song "Secret Garden" became so much more to me.
All of the tracks have some kind of relevance to a time we shared together. So on days like today when I want to escape to somewhere more beautiful I put this mix on my iPod to let it take me away into the most amazing moments I have ever experienced.
So Today as I move through my day I am going to be having these moments play through my music and through my heart as I remember all of the amazing moments Kyle and I have shared together and dreaming of all of the new special times to come.

I have a feeling it's going to be one GREAT day.

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