
Summer time ....
I have been thinking about what this summer will be like. I am going to be working a regular job, working on my portfolio and developing ideas for campaigns. I am going to be working on my personal goals too but I will be out of school for 4 months! that is freedom in itself.
I have to apply for an internship at the the Toronto Film Festival when they become avilable. Those are paid internships in July and August and they are very competitive. I just found out about that this week after submitting my resume. I am bit nervous, I thought they did regular internships but it appears the internships are a huge deal. You have to try out to get them so I am going to give it my best shot and see what happens but I have decided that if it dosent work out I will be fine not doing an internship this summer and just pouring all my time into getting better at photo shop and indesign so I can beef up my creative skills.

I have these lofty dreams...
They all seem to revolve arround summer time.. I want to see a U2 concert so bad! I am getting a good start to summer by getting tickets to see Chantel Kreviaszuk April 6... I love a great concert, I think its one of my faviroute things to do anytime of the year. The perfect date for me... Dinner and and Concert. That is the ultimate experience. I love music and the thrill of the crowd. I think thats why I love all big stadium events. I am not a huge sports fanatic, I dont like watching it on T.V but I would love to go to the big games...its so exciting!
Aside from all that I love the sparkling blue ocean...the sandy shore and sun rise and set. I would love to hang out with friends on the beach, laughing and talking with a fire pit roaring ...sitting on lawn chairs.. listening to music...someone playing the guitar..singing along.
I long to experience this...I don't have a close group of friends like I once did. It's hard to meet people who you can relate to and who have time to just hang out and laugh. I think as we get older our friends move on and its tough to find good ones who are easy to get along with. I am really hopeing that I can make friends like this, this is kind of another form of summer to me. I think of so many fun memories with friends growing up and I miss them and would love to be able to make new memories with new friends. After your married its hard to have friendships. I think people looking onward at you think you already have it all because your married but that couldnt be further from the truth. You do find something truley special but you still want to share and be a part of friendships, that never changes.
When I look at this picture -------> I think of one day getting to sit in these chairs with Kyle. I don't know if it will be in Trinidad or in Mexico or the result of a road trip to Florida but we are definitely due for a getaway. I think once I reach my goal weight it will be a reward but until then it will remain an awesome dream!
There is just so much I want to do...so many summers I want to experience. So many BBQ's and so much fun with friends.
I guess they call it California Dreaming?
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