Wyld Creativity: Restless

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Restless

Well it's Tuesday and I have a little more time to kill before i head off to school to drop off an assignment and stay for an hour or two. Today we're watching our taped P.R press conferences, I can't say I am looking forward to seeing myself on camera but ah well.

I feel totally restless, I am watching Sleepless in Seattle right now, we watched it during my Christmas party on Saturday and I forgot how much I loved this movie so I am watching it again. I'm really distracted though, all I can think about is this week being over! I can't wait for this weekend, there are tons of awesome movies out that I want to see...and it will be nice to hang out with Andrew and Rochelle and the rest of the fam on Sunday before they leave for Alberta. I have lots of boxes of Orderves left over from the Christmas party so I have lots of things to bring. I really just want this semester to be over.

I have one more test on Friday and than I'm done...the real fun begins in January. My last semester as an Advertising Student. It's going to be a year of many exciting events, while I am in school I'm going to be searching for my dream job and I'm also going to be enjoying every last minute I have with friends, we have our final Galla party at the end of the semester and our Graduation in June. Before all that though there is going to be some intense final presentations and assignments but I am ready for it! We got our schedules and the awesome news is I get to take both the classes I wanted, small business development and portfolio development, so that's awesome. The one thing we talked about in class that is a bit worry some is the fact that the teachers could go on strike. If they do it will be happening during March, our last month at school. If that happens my whole graduation, classes....everything will be pushed back. So lets hope that doesn't happen but it is a possibility.

Well all of my Christmas shopping is done, I have a few more stocking stuffers to pick up and maybe something else for mom but other than that, I'm set. I keep staring at my Christmas Tree, its so beautiful! I love Christmas. I just can't wait to enjoy it, Once school is over I feel like I will really be able to get into all the Christmas spirit. I hope to start things off this weekend, Maybe see a movie with my mom and bake...get ready for Sunday. Kyle and I are singing a duet which should be exciting.

I don't know what it is....I just feel so restless right now, I just want all the excitement and action to start happening. There are so many areas in my life that are at a stand still, well things I have been neglecting like trying to work out and eat right. I have been so overwhelmed with school. Spending time with Kyle too..this is something I have been longing to do. Have a routine, praying and reading the bible...I have been so distracted from doing this. I need to start really researching companies that I want to work for, I want to be associated with agencies that market for movies so I need to find out where those are...If not that...regular copy writing or art direction...or even event planning...I just have to figure out what companies are out there.

I also feel restless thinking about the year to come, it's going to be a year of many changes. It was one of those years when I started school here at Sheridan. My whole life changed and now that time is approaching again when big things are going to happen. I think I'm ready for it but I don't know! Pretty soon I'll be in a career, we'll be buying a house and starting a family. It feels like there is so much that has to be accomplished before that happens!

So I am restless! Oh yeah...and when is the new season of 24 coming out! there are just too many things I can't wait for!

I think I just have to breathe and take everything in, one day at a time. This month I need to focus on regrouping my life. That means Spiritually, Physically, relationshiply and schoolasticaly...I just need to get my life in order so I don't feel so out of whack!

After I do that I can focus on the next year and achieving the dreams I have for myself. I do this every year and every year it seems my life takes control of me and I am left in the dust! I would love for that not to happen this year.

So here's what I'm going to do...I've realized that scheduling working out and eating right and bible reading time doesn't work, once you fail to meet the requirements you get disappointed and want to give up. I think I am just going to try bringing a journal around with me and take time when I can through out the day to reflect and work on my spiritual life...I know everyday I need to also make a conscious effort to eat right and exercise...this is one thing I kind of need to plan but I just have to do it...Spending time with Kyle is another thing, I need to make a point to just hang out and talk with him, without an agenda.

Tomorrow I think I will try to organize some of these thoughts on paper...why is it that we always think of these plans when we know the new year is approaching! It must be something psychological. Anyway, I am going to rest my mind and get back to the movie...I should relax a little before I have to head to school!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...: I always love looking into the window of your soul,I am praying for you and love you a bunch.
Mom; December 17, 2009 at 2:39 PM

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The Story of a Prince and a Girl who Dreamed of finding Her Prince.

Once upon a time there was a young woman named Ruby; she lived in a far way kingdom where only the stars in the sky could light the way. The kingdom was tall and made of stone. Inside, it had all of the finest linens and tapestries with winding stair cases, golden mirrors and exotic flowers that stretched the kingdom’s stone walls. The kingdom was surrounded by a large creek bed and had a large wooden draw bridge outside the tall black iron front gates. Beyond the kingdom were many forests, pastures, rivers and hills.

The young woman lived in the kingdom with only her two servants Nigel and Jasmine. They had been with Ruby ever since her mother gave birth to her and have cared for her and loved her since the great royal war that took her family tragically away from her. Years had past since then and Ruby was a young woman now. Since the great royal war she had not seen another person beside her servants. The lands had been deserted as other kingdoms were destroyed and abandoned. No one knew this kingdom existed. It stood in a far off place that only one deserted over grown pathway in the forest would lead to.

Ruby spent her childhood growing up playing with all the animals in the forest, she had names for all of them and would spend her days dancing in the pastures and walking along the creek bed throwing stones into the water. She was content those days as she lived free and enjoyed every tree, every stone, and every pathway near the kingdom. She loved her home but she missed her family and many times she felt alone.

As Ruby grew older she began to stop playing in the pastures and instead she spent her days walking along the creek bed dreaming of finding love and not being alone anymore. Every night outside her balcony she would spend time looking out into the stars and making wishes that one day soon a wonderful man would find the unmarked path in the forest that would lead him to her kingdom.

Nigel and Jasmine were very old now; Ruby took time to care for them and tended to their needs. She would gather food from the garden and make them food to eat and get them blankets to make sure they were comfortable when it was cold. She was not sure how much longer they would live but one thing she knew was how much she admired they’re love for one another and she hold that in her heart for as long as she lived.

It was a warm fall evening; the leaves from the trees were lightly falling as the sun began to set. Ruby was standing on her balcony in her long white silk night gown. As the dark sky began to shine, a light breeze bustled against her gown and her long brown hair blew lightly in the wind. She stood with her hands on the balcony ledge and wished to the stars like she had so many nights before singing” Star light Star bright bring my prince home to me tonight” She stared up into the dark blue sky and began to talk more to the shinning stars.

Just as she was looking up into the sky, talking to the stars a man was following the pathway from the forest that leads to Ruby’s kingdom. He was beginning to approach the edge of the pathway he had began journeying on earlier that day and was about to step on to a beautiful white shiny stoned pebble walk way that would lead up to a draw bridge and to Ruby’s kingdom.

The young man had been travelling for months only eating what he could find along the pathway. Henry was a prince from the golden city of Persia. He was on an expedition when he was captured by rivals and taken to a far away land where he was imprisoned in a place he did not know. Months ago after many nights planning Henry escaped while the guards were sleeping. He thought he would be able to journey home by recognizing land marks but once he had fled the guards he realized that he was further from home then he ever imagined and much to his dismay he did not recognize any of his surroundings. He had been following the sun in hopes of finding his way home. Each day he walked further hoping that one day the pathway would lead him to his family.

Earlier that day Henry had been walking though the forest with large green bushes and fruitful trees around him when he saw a small unmarked pathway that was ragged and old. There were no fruit trees, only old tall trees and an old pebble pathway that seemed run down and abandoned.

He was going to continue to walk on the pathway he had been but something caught his eye as he walked past this abandoned trail. Henry saw a small red ruby attached to a ring lying in between some wet leaves. The sun was shining on it and it glistened and shinned at him. He bent down and lifted the leaves around it away and dusted the ring off and looked at. The ring was prestigious and fit for a princess. He thought about continuing on the main pathway road through the forest but he was drawn down this unmarked pathway. He wondered if this ruby red ring belonged to someone. He put the ring in his pocket and began to walk along the jagged unmarked pathway. He noticed that there were no markings along this pathway so it appeared that no one had walked this pathway for many years.

To Be Continued…

Wyld Creativity

Overcome.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Restless

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