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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Dedication

There is something to be said about "Dedication" I haven't seen the movie even though I have it in my collection but I was thinking about the word "Dedication" and Google searched images and it was the first one I saw.
Today's theme of my day is "Dedication". I just got back from another grueling day at the gym, I feel tired, worn out and starved! It took everything in me to go today just like every day. It's not just the workout I have to gear up for it's the time it takes to walk to my locker and get my gym bag then walk to the gym which is in a far away building. After all that I have to change into my gym clothes which is a hassle and then the workout which is one of the better parts of this whole endeavor. I sweat a lot today, so much that the neck of my tee shirt was soaked. So of course part of this whole process is changing out of my gym clothes and showering. Then to get dressed and re apply makeup where needed and gear up to head to my next class.
This my friends takes "Dedication" a word that I am trying to become best friends with. I know that if I say "Yes" in my mind and go to my locker to get my gym wear that it will be worth it. I always feel so great after I spend time at the gym. The whole thing is 1 1/2 hour process. I usually work out for 35-40 minutes and I always finish off with Justin Timberlakes "What Goes Around Comes Around" song because it gets me to go crazy at the end and forget the last 6 minutes. Anyway.
My class was cancelled this morning, which was a complete bummer. I was with Patricia and we went to the Mac Lab to complete our Olio Label for Layout and Copy and had lunch together. But basically I have been here since 8 am and my first and only class today is at 3pm. This is just insanity. Somehow I have managed to fill the time though which is really crazy. I am listening to Chantal Kreviatsuk, "Under These Rocks and Stones" which is an album Kyle got me for Christmas in one of the first years we were together. I love this album but there is something about all of Chantal's albums that I love. It's pretty simple, ask me my favorite bands and I say U2 and Chantal Kreviatsuk and now Third Eye Blind. Favorite movie you may ask? Pretty Woman. I have so many movies but if I had to choose a favorite it would have to be that one, who doesn't enjoy a love story of rags to riches.
I know I love it!
Back to going to to the gym. I am a bit unsure about the whole thing because I have never seen results with gym type exercise. I have seen a ton of success doing home DVD workouts and I guess I am skeptical about working out at the gym because so far I have seen no results and I am worried that if I continue to put all my effort in this and I never see results I will be majorly disappointed. I just want to see results. The first to loose 30 pounds before February or even better before January but I don't want to push a number that is too hard to achieve. I just really want to do the work and see results so I know I am moving in the right direction. I would love it if I found something that worked and I could just continue to do it and I would see my goal of one day wearing a bikini become more clear.
Well tonight will be another night, I am pretty sure we will be having something tasty and yummy for dinner. Last night's dinner was amazing. We had our first jar of spaghetti sauce from our canning day on Saturday. It was so delicious! Although today there are still a ton of dishes to do before we can make something yummy tonight. I am thinking maybe we'll have our favorite chicken fajita pizza and salad. Yum Yum.
Well I have only an hour now left before class so I will find something to entertain me until then.
Here is to another beautiful fall day, aren't they just divine?

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